Her life was an open book. She epitomized a very chaotic soul who seemed like someone who has it all. Fame, beauty, a voice, money, etc.
What was missing was the only element that would complete her and which she sought all her life, someone to love her. She could have had it all but she didn't recognize it, since she never knew how to either handle it or even give it back.
I don't know her personally but I don't have to. She was a shell of a person who along with mind altering drugs numbed the pain of deep loneliness.
Sometimes I ask myself, what if she knew God? What would her life have been like? Would she have ended up dead or would she still be alive today and lived a full life? Perhaps she would have had a family and been completely happy.
No matter the reason, God had a purpose for her life. She teaches a lesson. A lesson through her chaos and loneliness. It just goes to show that no matter how we end up in this life, we have a purpose, a testimony.
What is your testimony? Have you ever thought about what people would say after you've passed? What would they say?
Until my next rant... LOVE ONE ANOTHER! Love you, mean it.